first im sorry that i did not update my blog for the pass 3 weeks.. i think..

many things have change..

the stupid malaysian girl left me for a heartbreak reason...

ah.. just forget about that..

yesterday i went to town.. walk2 wth my friends n i bought a pair of new converse high-cut..

it cost about 79.90.. wat the hack..

thn around 6.45.. we go fas east to eat our wat u call tat "buke"

we order our food.. n the food came 30 minuites later...

wat an ass... after that.. we go to botanic garden.. by walking...

soo dam tiring.. together "starlight" set on a mission to find a hunted house..

around the side of the botanic garden.. we found a strange house beside russia school..

everybody went in by climbing the gate..

when ever a car pass by the road.. we hide in the shadows..to preven thm to see us..

half way we went inside.. there is a dog barking on us.. we were so scired untill we dont care who we push... hehehe..

after that.. we walk from there to youth park... wat a tiring day..

we r going to youth park to explore on the Song Sister... oh yeah...

we sneek inside... n invade inside her room by climbing up the stairs..

suddenly.. the bangla on the 1 level open up his door.. coz that place is their place...

we have no choice but to escape the place quietly n quickly..

we went to the roof top.. n the problem now is to jump from the rooftop n land on the coridor..

thats the painful problem.... its about 8 feet high..

we have to secrifice n teamwork...coz without them.. we gonna stuck up there..

thn after everyone landed on the coridor.. we quickly ran down the spiral staircase n some of them jump from the window.. thats crazy..

n ran as quickly as we can b4 the police came...

thn we went home stright...taking MRT.. wat a tiring day again..

went home about 1 am.. parents never scold me this time coz i donno why...heheheheh..

im off now.. more news will coming right up..

i just came back... so the tired...

performing at The Art House...

my band name is the snots...




the first time i came to art house...

we meet all of them at pondok biasa...

all ready 2 go...





felt so excited..

but..

when i went to the art house level 2, where the gig is...

my heart stop...

coz the snots n capulets is the only diffrent concept in the industries..

the rest is emo,metal,all those kind of shits...

but.. i relax..

chill...

when the snots is up..

i felt so excited...

same as my cuz...

but when we perform...

all the songs... my cuz made a mistake..

eg. tune, gadget's adapter is loose, wrong timing..

this is the performence picture...





mukmin also joining us..

singing darkshine-muse..

we r the second band n capulets is 1st band...

noting to talk much about the gig..

after the gig.. we go eat at long john...

thn we go town to repair fizri mp4 coz afiq broke it at jurong east earlier on...

so we go n walk2 n take some picture...

today(29/8/06)... as usual.. no mood...

going to school...

having a normal lesson...

n a normal talking...

as usual.. go home at 2..

i went home quickly... to take my jeans n t-shirt..

for the rehersal later on..

after i reach the school.. i went to computer lab 2 do my MOE survay..

so many stupid question... eg. Do u like your school?

i answer Strongly Dissagree!!!!

coz i have no freedom in this school..

after doing the survay...

i went to the hall to set up my instrument for the rehersal..

practice well...

when the 1st rehersal...

everting is ok..

but when 2nd rehersal..

my principal judge the performence..

everyone have confidence in my band...and punk rock band...

n when we watch the punk rock band play first...

we were so confidence..

coz we got soulmanship, tempo, confidence and team work..

thn we on the stage...

fucking bala judge my band play..

we r playing MUSE- Hysteria and Rasmus-First day of my life

ass fucking bala as we to stop...

he said...

"this song is not for teachers.. its for bugis junction!!!"

"get out of my hall.. u all r out.."

thn we all go to back stage..

n i cry.. n Qaiyum... laughing of donno wat..

so happy of getting out..

my whole life in this school...

fail to show wat i got to the people of JWSS

my mind is overwhelming of thought..

everybody feel sad of my band..

i wan my revange to BALA BABI BASI BANTOT BABI-HUTAN!!!!

and i walk home wth my small sis...

no mood now..

meet at school..bye..

this is a first time that i

make a mistake in front of 1/4 of the school!!!

wanna know wat is the problem?

just now..

ive got teachersday rehersal...

i will be performing in a band...

taking Muse-hysteria and Rasmus-First day of my life...

when the last part of Hysteria...

out of a sudden.. my amp is spoilt coz it is overblast..

i was so mad, shy, pannic, happy, stress, thoughtless and altogether become GILA!!

and my only teacher who i most close wth.. saw me that i was sort..

i quickly change my guitar...

borrow from the punk rock's guitar...

and after the 1st rehersal of the day..

i quickly check out my amp..

its damm hot bebeh!!

i put my things at one side..

hiding at the backstage...

feeling like i wanna shit..

thn i wait for the 2nd rehersal of the day..

i plan that i wanna madly play coz i wanna lose out my stress...

and my band is up again....

feeling the energitic of performing...

n i go...

as madly as i can...

jumping n headbanging...

so fun.. at last..

i relise that i using the wrong guitar...

i forgot about my guitar...

wat an ass am i?

thn i saw that my cuz n my close friends saw me performing madly..

n the enjoy it...

thn i go home wth my cuz.. Raudah n Mariam.. n my friend.. Yanee.. n one short guy..

i forget his name.. sorry dude..

thn me eat at Mac @ Geak Poh(betol tk spelling?)

thn we go home..

n the short guy ask me...

wat is Vodka?

n i say it is a 100 plus drink...

n he belive me..

thn he read at the bottem of my bottle..

he saw alcohol at the content...

thn scold me... wat an ass...

tomorrow ive got a rehersal again..

n BALA wanna see my performence..

so..

see u guys there..

sayonara!!

so, ella here. a friend of our dear owner of the blog, faiz.

due to his laziness, the one who is suffering is me. he asked me to update his blog for him. so here i am. kayso, first and foremost, im tongue tied. i do not have the slightest idea of what to write. therefore, mind my nonsense while i crack my brains for a topic to brag k.

oh. why don't we talk about him?
kayso, faiz is a very nice friend. however, he can be a real suckup if u treat him badly. i knew him from my beloved haizad whom i used to go out with. that was when i was in sec 3 i supposed. haha. he is still naive and vulnerable then. hoping to keep up with his surroundings without putting in any effort. what do u expect from a sec 2 boy rite? outings with him is as scintillating as a roller coaster ride. interesting and exciting. rmbr the chicken during hari raya? haha. did u tag? u did rite? oh. memory-reminder dysfunction.

so now, 2 years later. not much change in him. just that he is way taller than me and he is not wearing specs anymore. haha. contact lens now rite? should be. hes kinda arrogant. never say hi when we bump with each other in school. im always the one to say hi before he actually reply and talk to me. sheesh. what kind of a friend are u faiz? haha. but overall, he is a very nice person. he loves his radziah very much i hear. well, i hope so. may u guys last for a long period of time aytes.

im off. this is long enough. &&kinda whinny rite? i suppose so.
k then.
take care.

-ella-

1 month.. full of negative thoughts of my life...

After my baby move house...

N after my prelim started( it is already finish)

My life is like a monkey split on ur face...

its mean.. is like full of sadness..

i did not update my blog for the pass few weeks.. coz i have no mood....

every day i dream about my baby wth another guy...

I HATE THAT!!

y is she is always closer wth her cousin.. that is a GUY...

i know they just cousin.. but.. y am i felt so jelious?????

damm strange...

they go out, did not sleep, happy to be together..

she even design his fucking name!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i bet when he is around.. she forget me...

please god.. dont let her forget me..

i dont wan to let her go...

coz i love her so much...

i dont even wan her to go far away from me..

coz im scared that im loosing her....

please dear.. dont ever leave me...

wat a day today...
just came back from my sweetheart's sister in law house..
why i titled this story as 'Wat a happy,fun, scary day...'
wanna know? k..i tell u this story abt yesterday n today...
day 1...yesterday is a hell fun day...
my baby n her sister bring me to clamenti to karaoke @ Fun Party World..
i never been to karaoke before...so..wat the hack..give it a try...
singing malay n english songs...i remember i was singing " sweet child o' mine, creep, dont wanna miss a thing, bintang di syurga, zombie, dont cry, wonderwall, goodbye..
thn my dear want to go to rest room n ask me to follow her..so i follow...
when we went inside the restroom.. we was shock... big restroom with only one toilet bowl..
hahahahahahahahahahahaha!
thn we hug each other...n kiss inside the restroom..
n we forgot to closed the door!!
who give a damm? we just kiss....heheheheheh...making out for a while..hehe
thn we took some pictures...






n there is many more...
after we sang at the karaoke...we prossed to my baby's sister house..
there r only me, mydear, her little sis, her sis in law, her brother, her sis in law daughter, n maid..
her maid face is like my cuz face... i n mydear was so shock..
thn we watch some DVD...we watch 'The House Of Wax'...its was frightning...
when we watch the show... i hug mydear n i felt like i dont wanna let her go...
thn i ate bee hoon alone...feels abit shy...hehehe..
thn around 7....we go out together to go n eat at Taman Jurong..'folk n Spoon'..
so i wear her maid slipers.. left my lovely shoe behind..thn we go out..
when we were there...i choose sweet n sour chicken rice...n mybaby choose black paper chicken rice..
i set beside her... she feed me a mushroom soup...never try before.. so i just drink..
suddenly... her brother receive a call.... their parents r comming!!!!
i was so shock until i have no mood to eat...
same goes as mybaby...
thn we quickly plan... we plan that..my bro n her bro is old friends...n they bring me to go eat tonight...hahahaha
wat a lame reason...
thn i change my place n seat beside her brother..
when her parents came...they was shock when they see me..
"ehk? faiz? wat r u doing here?" they ask..i said.." eating.." wth a pail face..
hahahahah..i feel like vomiting coz im to scaired..
i just keep quiet...
thn we walk together to go back...i told them that i need to go home..
then her bro ask me...how about ur shoe? (wth a silence voice...scaired that her parents know that i was there at the house before we go n eat)
thn i said...tomorrow...thn he says ok...
mybaby sleep over at her sis in law house for 2 days...yesterday n today..so..take my shoe tomorrow..

day 2...early in the morning... i woke up around 8..cant wait to go to mybaby's sister in law house.. to take back my shoe.. mybaby waiting for me under the block..
after i meet her..we goup to her sis in law house..
we watch a DVD..a show call' the omen'.. about a little boy wth a satan mind.. like me..hahahahah
after that...we watch a show call' a silence of a lamb'.. it was a fun show..about a murder, a police women, a psyco, and a swat team assault a wrong house...hahahaha..
after we watch...me n mybaby felt tired..
so we went to bed... hugging her..kissing her...n i love her so much..
then i lie down at her...kissing her...suddenly...her brother saw...
he smiles...thank god he is not angry...wat a supporting guy..
thn..her parents call..its time for her to go home..n they waiting for her below...
i felt so sad...coz i want to spent time wth her...sad sad sad sad sad...
i went home...wth a sad face... really really sad face...
i miss u so much baby...
i miss u so much!!!!!!!!!!!
muackzZzzzZZZzZzZZ!!!
i love u n never let u go!!!
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Cheers!!